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Aggrieved the Wolf
Frau Hunter Ash
Part 2
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Nikki
sat back in her chair, knowing as long as the red-head held the gun and was
exceptionally cautious, she didn't have a choice but to listen.
"Ernst
was young enough to fall totally under Hitler's spell and so joined the Hitler
Youth as soon as he could," Case began.
"He was a great soldier but he had a tendency to be solitary. Because of this he didn't become a natural
leader. At age 17 he was expected to
join the SS as an officer, as was fitting a high ranking and achieving
Hitlerjungend. Instead, he joined the
Mountain Troops and his natural woodland skills quickly brought him to the
attention of his superiors. He was well
trained and obedient, like most youths of his time and he was a natural with a
rifle, an instinctive sniper. An
excellent marksmen, like you."
Case
hesitated, watching the young musician's frown.
"When
Hitler let loose the blitzkrieg, the lightning war, your grandfather found
himself in the Greek mountains," Case continued. "It was some brutal fighting and his superiors discovered he
was a terror in battle when cornered.
He was tireless and vicious when pressed. After many battles he was one of the few original survivors of
his company."
"No
one told me he was a Hitler Youth or in the Mountain Troops," Nikki
muttered.
"Well,
it wasn't exactly popular to have a Hitler Youth in your family tree in
America," Case pointed out.
"Things turned worse for him when Ernst struck a superior officer
and nearly killed him."
"Why?"
Nikki was enthralled; she knew her grandfather had been in the German Army and
in Russia before deserting the army and fleeing Germany near the end of the
war.
"The
officer had just shot a Partisan woman and was about to shoot her infant. Your grandfather objected to the senseless
killing but the officer shot the child anyway.
Ernst broke the officer's jaw and he was transferred to the SS-Waffen
Einstatzgruppen as punishment. He wound
up in the Ukraine at a place called Babi Yar."
"What?"
Nikki whispered, her eyes widening in surprise and horror. One thing Nikki was and that was a student
of history. She knew the name. "Oh
my gods."
"Yes,"
Case nodded and continued. "No one
really knows the exact numbers. The killing of naked Jews went on for three
days. The Germans dug long trenches,
stripped the victims, lined them up and shot them. A dose of lime was thrown
over the bodies and the next line was brought in."
"Grossvater?"
Nikki whispered, remembering the gentle old man holding her on his lap. He had died a month after her father.
"Yes,
Nikki," Case said gently. "He
was part of a machine gun team. On the second day, while marching back to the
village, Ernst spotted a young woman diving into a ditch, escaping the line of
Jews being herded towards Babi Yar. He
started to shout but then kept silent.
Ernst left the ranks and wandered towards the ditch and none of the
others paid too much attention. They probably figured he needed to relieve
himself. The soldiers were tired and
too numb to think."
Case
watched the conflicting emotions running across the face of the musician in
front of her.
"How
do you know all of this?" Nikki demanded, her gray eyes focusing on the
green ones of Case.
"The
government has your grandfather's statement," Case explained. "He was
quiet descriptive. Shall I continue?"
Nikki
nodded and leaned back in her chair with a heavy sigh.
"Ernst
ducked into the ditch and clamped a hand over the girl's mouth before she could
protest. She didn't fight back. She was
probably resigned to having been caught.
Your grandfather Ernst looked at her and then began pulling her along
the ditch towards the woods, keeping low so as not to be seen."
Case
hesitated.
"Who
knows what the girl was thinking, probably that she was about to be raped and
that Ernst didn't want anyone else watching," Case continued.
"Unofficially, the German Army wasn't opposed to rape, it was part of
their favorite form of humiliation; especially against the Poles and
Slavs. They considered them
inferior."
"The
German Army wasn't the only ones to use rape as punishment," Nikki
growled. "There are still horror
stories of the Russian Army's advance into Germany."
"Yes,
since time began, armies have turned a blind eye to it or even encouraged
it. The Russians used it as a means of
revenge against the Germans when they advanced into Germany," Case smiled
gently. "The German Army did have
a policy against sex with Jews, they didn't want their fine young Aryan
warriors contaminated. They knew it
happened but didn't encourage it. When
they got to the woods your grandfather kept going, pulling the girl with
him."
Nikki
continued to frown.
"When
they finally stopped to rest at a creek, your grandfather wouldn't look at
her. He later wrote that he was furious
and she was afraid. Ernst finally asked
the girl her name and answered that it was Sasha Vladovich."
"Grandmother,"
Nikki's whispered. Her head was
pounding, making her headache much worse.
Case
noticed the musician's wince and stood up, keeping her eye on Nikki as she went
to the door and knocked on it. The door
opened slightly but Nikki couldn't see who was on the other side. Case spoke softly to someone and leaned
against the doorjam, appearing to wait for something. A few moments later, she closed the door and placed a soda can on
the desk and cautiously slid it towards Nikki.
The rocker leaned forward and, with equal caution, took up the can of
Coke Classic. It was ice cold and felt
like heaven to Nikki right then. The
prisoner seemed to consider the coke, checked the tab and popped it open. It fizzed and Case watched Nikki relax
slightly. The Hunter grinned at the
caution and her eyes narrowed at the look of relief that crossed Nikki's face
as she drank gratefully.
A
weakness revealed, Case knew. A silly addiction to Classic Coke soda. Then
again, addictions weren't unknown to this type of hunted.
"Yes,
the woman who became your grandmother," Case continued. "Your grandfather had snapped. He didn't even know if it was true love when
he saw her or rebellion over what he had seen and done but he fell in love with
her quickly. He and Sasha escaped into
the woods and traveled throughout Europe.
They tried to keep one step ahead of the Russian Army and away from the
Germans. Ernst and Sasha weren't too
sure as to what kind of reception they'd receive from the Allies either. He had been HJ and SS, after all. They joined partisan groups and tried to
keep her Jewish race quiet."
"Why
didn't they join a Jewish partisan group, there were a few," Nikki asked.
"Because
of his background, they knew he would never be trusted," Case
explained. "Non-Jewish partisan
groups usually turned in Jews. In a
strange world, they hated the Jews almost as much as the Germans. Mixed marriages are hell, aren't they?"
Nikki
frowned and continued to drink her coke, trying to go slow.
"They
managed somehow, mostly because of his survival skills and fierce fighting
frenzies. A year later they had a son
in the woods somewhere deep in Germany.
They named him Heinrich and two months later they were ambushed by a
small platoon of SS men," Case said.
"Sasha was killed and something happened to Ernst. He stated that when he came to his senses,
the SS men were dead and ripped to pieces.
Most of his clothes were ripped off him and he was covered in minor
scratches and blood. Ernst could taste
blood in his mouth and spit out flesh."
Case
watched Nikki turn very pale and then gag. The musician fought to keep her soda
down and she was visibly shaken.
"Ernst
and the baby made it to the American lines where he surrendered and told his
story when he was interrogated by the higher brass, since he had been with the
SS. The Americans assigned a nurse to
him to care for the baby and let him stay close to Heinrich. Someone became very interested in his
description of the massacre of the SS platoon and questioned him
endlessly. Ernst found himself
transported to the States, and he wasn't charged with war crimes, even though
he admitted participation at Babi Yar.
Your grandfather became part of a secret and controlled study."
Nikki
frowned. "My father was born in
America and his name was Henry Arthur."
"No,"
Case smiled softly. "He was born
in the woods near the mountain retreat of Hitler. Your grandfather never admitted it, but his American superiors
felt that he was probably trying to get close enough to assassinate Hitler when
the SS men found them. The American government forged your father's birth
certificate, a gift to your grandfather."
Nikki
absorbed this new information along with the rest of it. Everything felt so unreal but she decided to
just flow with it.
"Let
me guess, a LaFemme Nikkita type thing?" she asked.
"Very
good!" Case grinned.
"Something along those lines, throw in a dose of Stephen King with
it."
"King?
What?"
"Your
grandfather found he wasn't the only one that the Americans and British had
found during the war, especially among the Slavs and northern Germans. Among the Nordic countries as well, but they
had expected that."
"Expected
what? And who are you?" Nikki demanded.
"Second
question, call me Case," the Hunter said easily. "The first question, they expected to find werewolves."
Nikki
felt her head reeling over the word. Werewolves?
What?
Wasn't that what she was running from
though?
"More
precisely, berserkers and werserkers," Case continued. "I've seen your library, you know about
the stereotypical werewolf stuff but do you know about berserkers?"
"Viking
warriors devoted to Odin," Nikki said softly. "They were seized with
battle frenzy and were said to be unstoppable, not feeling wounds and didn't
recognize anyone during battle until the frenzy passed. The word comes from
'ber serk', bear shirt, or bare shirt, without shirt. The legends say that some could actually change into their totem
animal: bear or wolf."
"Very
good," Case nodded in approval.
"This is where some of the tales of werewolves come from. Every culture has were-creatures but the
wolves and bears are strongest and most prevalent myths are in the northern
countries of Europe. Guess what,
they're true."
Nikki
sat the coke can down and tried to control her shaking hands.
"Which
part? Fangs, fur and the whole body changing?" Nikki asked softly.
"We
don't know how it works, even the genetic scientists are still puzzled and they
hate that. The current theory is that
it's a recessive gene left over from a branch of the evolution tree. It was predominant and then turned recessive
over the generations."
"Okay,
go on," Nikki nodded.
"Apparently
it can also be only partly dominant, giving the person berserker traits and
talents without actually turning them into fang sprouting creatures. This is one type of werewolf, werserker or
berserker. Then you have the other type
of werewolves, the cursed ones. Lon
Chaney Jr and Stephen King types, actual werewolves. These are people who have
been cursed or bitten and they usually require the full moon or some other such
nonsense to turn into a werewolf. Some
learn to control it and can do it easily."
Nikki
felt that earlier chill grab her heart and stomach again. She seized the table for support. "Which…." She tried to choke
out. "Which was grandfather?"
"Full
werserker: fangs, fur, claws, everything," Case answered.
"And…me?"
Nikki whispered, looking up with such desperation that Case felt her emotions
lurching.
"I
don't know, young one, but we're going to find out," Case said calmly.
*
* *
It
was an hour before Case opened the door again.
The captor wasn't surprised to find an enraged, confused and exhausted
Nikki. Case was surprised herself at
how fast she had bolted from the room when she saw the buildup of confusion and
emotion in the young woman's face. The
tall red-head slammed the door shut just as Nikki, hands gripping the table
until the knuckles showed white, screamed and lost control.
The
young musician snarled at Case but stayed in the corner where she had ended up,
her forearms resting on her knees.
Sweat flattened her hair and stuck her clothes to her lean and wiry
body. Nikki's hands were a bloody mess. The walls, table, gurney and chair showed
why.
"Incredible,"
Case muttered when she saw the twisted chairs.
Good government metal chairs that were meant to last forever, not really
made for comfort but durability. Now
they were a twisted mess of abstract art.
Case's
eyes danced as a growl answered her.
"Learn
to control that frenzy and you could take on a tank."
"Let
me out," Nikki's voice was more of a growl rather than a true human
voice.
Case
kept very close to the door with the Glock pistol in hand.
"Not
a chance, wolfie. By the way, as a
werewolf, you heal very quickly and it will take a hell of a lot to kill
you. Listen very carefully, though,
bullets can kill you and I am an excellent shot," Case said, raising the
pistol to visually remind Nikki of its presence.
Another
snarl was her answer.
"Afraid
of me?" Nikki growled with an evil grin.
Case
noted Nikki's muscles tensing and her own eyes narrowed at the threat.
"No,
I just don't want to kill you," Case said calmly.
Nikki's
muscles relaxed a little and the musician lowered her head. Case knew that the young woman just wanted
to sleep. Case snapped her fingers and
the werewolf's head jerked up.
"You
are a werewolf but you're still human. Listen to me, Little One, then you can
sleep. I'm not the government. I'm going to be your guardian angel, your older
sister, your teacher and your worst nightmare. I'm going to teach you to
control that frenzy. You'll be able to
survive and, hopefully, teach others how to do the same."
Nikki
continued to frown.
"Your
grandfather became a test subject and your father was a test subject as well.
They both died young because of it.
Your step-grandmother, the nurse, was killed because she began demanding
answers when you entered the military. She threatened to expose what she knew
about your grandfather's past if the government touched you."
"What?"
Nikki demanded, her eyes flashing angrily again as her exhaustion dropped
away. Her grandmother, Annie, had been
the light of her life. It didn't matter
that she was a step-grandmother; Nikki had been very close to Annie. The young nurse assigned to help the young
German prisoner Ernst and his infant son had fallen in love with her
charges. Left the military to devote
her life to the strange and haunted young German and son.
"Yes,
and your mother lived in fear for her life after your father died," Case
answered, sticking the Glock into her belt as she walked to the overturned
gurney.
The
exhaustion had swept over Nikki and the young musician was swaying on her feet
and unable to keep her eyes open. The
gurney had been destroyed but Case noted the mattress was still intact, so she
moved it to the floor and sat down slowly.
She patted the mattress, motioning for Nikki to sit down as well. The young woman's eyes narrowed but she sat
down on the other end.
"What
you're feeling is common after using that much energy. Your body wants to
recover and that means sleeping," Case explained. "Try and listen for a moment."
Nikki
nodded but closed her eyes.
"I
told you that we're related in a way," Case continued. "My name is Case. I'm not a werewolf, a
berserker, or a wereserker but I am kin to you. I'm not out to hurt you, I want to protect you. You need to trust
that."
Nikki
nodded again and didn't protest when Case pulled the young werewolf onto the
mattress, her head in the red-head's lap.
Nikki mumbled faintly and tried to stir until she felt gentle hands on
her face and hair as well as gentle words soothing her into sleep.
*
* *
A
hand reached forward and turned off the monitor. Michael Scott turned and looked at his fellow technician.
"Case
is good," he commented. "A
little too attached though."
Keisha
Kennedy nodded and leaned against the workstation. "It's the research she does when she takes on a
subject. Case tracked this one for
months. Besides, she's the boss,"
she grinned and Mike grinned as well.
"How
true. She's got the money to do with as
she pleases," he agreed, glancing around at the vast array of monitors,
computers, and equipment in the Control Room.
"How come I haven't seen her name in Fortune 500?" he asked as
he leaned forward and clicked the monitor back on.
Keisha
and Mike noticed both women were asleep, Nikki with her head in Case's
lap. Mike raised his eyebrows when he
noticed the fingers of Nikki and Case's left hands were intertwined but he
clicked the monitor off again.
"As
if you read the Fortune 500," Keisha teased. "Her money comes from an old line or something, probably
Swiss banks and Cayman Islands," the young black woman leaned and turned
back to glance at the monitor, even though it was turned off. "It'll be hard to keep this one away
from the hands of the Feds."
"Yeah,
we usually don't have Kin joining the damned military," Mike agreed. "What the hell was she thinking? Most
Kin can sense well enough to know that they don't play well with others."
Keisha
moved behind him and began massaging his shoulders. He leaned back with a sigh of pleasure.
"Family
stuff, wanting to follow in father and grandfather's footsteps?" Keisha
suggested. "They'll probably sleep
for awhile, how about a break?"
"Sounds
good," Mike agreed. "I need
coffee.
*
* *
"So
tell me, who and what the fuck are you?" Nikki demanded, looking up from
her sit-ups right into green eyes, as Case held her ankles.
Case
laughed easily.
It
had been a week since their first talk and they had talked almost non-stop
since then, barely stopping in between bites of food at meals and during
training sessions. Nikki had been moved
from the cell-like room into one that resembled more of a dorm room, with a
bed, dresser, desk, lamp, chair and writing materials. To her delight, Nikki found her guitar in
the room along with a practice amp.
"Can't
let you get rusty, can we?" Case had laughed.
Nikki
hadn't even protested when the door clicked shut and locked as she reached for
her guitar.
That
week they had settled into a routine of sorts – shower, breakfast, workout,
studying, lunch, another workout, more studying, dinner and then watching video
movies. Nikki caught on the first day
that the workouts were also a means of testing her strength, endurance and
reflexes when she noticed at least two techs making notes at every
session. Nikki didn't really mind, the
exercises gave her something to do and kept her in the best shape Nikki had
ever been, even better than after Marine Corps Boot Camp.
The studies, now that was weird,
Nikki thought. The subject was the
occult, mainly vampires and werewolves.
Some of it was from old legends, modern horror books, and others were
from very dry government reports. All
the government pages were marked with words like "top secret" or
"confidential" across the top.
"You're
not a regular occult type, who and what are you?" Nikki repeated.
Case
was considering how much to tell the young woman. For being an independent anarchist, Nikki had settled into the
routine fairly well and easily. Probably her Marine Corps training, Case
figured.
"I
told you my name is Case," the red-head said calmly. Nikki couldn't see the mental frown that
Case was having inside, why did her pulse
begin racing whenever she was around the young werewolf? Case hated
emotions and thought she had learned all about emotions and how to control them
centuries before.
"What
you don't know is that this is my place.
It's a training center somewhere in Idaho," Case explained,
actually surprised that the werewolf hadn't demanded answers before this. Nikki was too easily controlled in an
authoritative setting. Again, probably her upbringing and
conditioning by the Marines.
"I'm
Case Quinn and I find those like yourself; those that we call Kin. We bring them here and determine if they're
mentally capable of going through the training. If they are, then they are trained and sent out afterwards to
train others. We hope this training
spreads and Kin can learn to control their rage and hunger and not draw
attention to our kind."
"And
if they're not trainable? Do you kill them?" Nikki asked, sitting up
again. She moved her feet and her body
language told the red-head that the young woman was more interested in talking
than working out right then.
"No,"
Case answered. "I don't believe in
killing if I don't have to. The subject
is drugged and returned to where we found them."
"So
you'd return me to the bar?" Nikki asked.
"Yes,"
Case nodded.
"So
your philosophy is that we can exist with mundane people without having to kill
them. I can see it might be possible
for werewolves and berserkers if they learned control or learned to drug
themselves into oblivion on full moons, but what about traditional vampires and
demons, don't they need human life to survive?" Nikki asked.
"It's
possible for vampires to survive on blood other than human and demons don't
have to kill, they just have to sample small bits of the human life force. This just means that they have to vary their
menu and get up close and personal with two or three people instead of killing
just one," Case explained and stood up.
She offered her hand to the young woman and helped Nikki stand up.
Nikki
stumbled and Case instinctively caught the young dark-haired elf in her
arms. Case felt her heartbeat
increasing as she looked down into blue eyes.
The red-head stepped back firmly, her face hardening.
"What?"
Nikki snapped. "Was it just part
of your chase? Throw me off balance by pretending to want my body and then to
chase me?." Nikki knew her face
was turning red and cursed her pale complexion. She also knew she wasn't reading the gorgeous woman that wrong.
"Yes,"
Case said flatly. "I'm sorry but I don't get personal with other Kin.
Berserkers and werserkers can be very, very intense, emotionally."
Case
turned away and headed towards the locker room as Nikki scowled and began
following.
"Yeah,
right," Nikki muttered.
"You're forgetting I'm a wolf, I can smell the difference."
Case
stayed in the locker room while Nikki showered. She fought with her conflicting emotions and sensations. Case was confused; she normally didn't react
to anyone like this. It had been more
than centuries since she had let anyone close emotionally other than a
friendship relationship.
Case's
emotions skidded into overload as the young punk rocker walked back into the
locker room to change. Nikki hadn't
bothered to wrap up in a towel or anything and the musician's blue eyes told
Case that the young woman knew exactly what she was doing. The vampire fought to stay composed and
almost won.
Nikki
grinned to herself at the flustered look on Case's face.
"So,"
Nikki smiled as she reached for her clean clothes. "You said we're related. How? What type of Kin are
you?"
Case
managed to tear her eyes away from the firm and muscled body before
answering. The musician had put on some
much needed weight in the week of eating right and working out, her ribs no
longer showing as plainly. Case wanted
to reach out and touch the pale skin, very badly.
The
red-head snapped her controls back into place.
"I'm
a vampire," she answered.
"Vamp,
huh?" Nikki muttered as she toweled her spiky hair before putting her
t-shirt on, the motion of her breasts driving Case to distraction again.
Case
bit her lip and stood up, her face firm.
"Yes,"
she muttered. "One of a rare kind,
actually. I've been around for
awhile."
With
that comment, Case moved past the other woman and through the door.
Hmmm, that doesn't mean you're dead
sexually. Nikki thought.
"Vampire? Fangs always did turn me on."
The
dark haired elf-like woman smirked and continued to slowly dress.
*
* *
The
months went by quickly and Nikki's training expanded to self defense and
hunting skills. The last lessons flew
by with Nikki passing everything with flying colors. It seemed that Ernst Ulfheim had passed his forest skills onto
his granddaughter. With the heightened
senses of an awakened werserker, Nikki was a natural in the woods.
Case,
who had kept a close eye on Nikki's training, was impressed. She thought that a Green Beret or Army
Ranger might have trouble tracking and finding the young elf-like woman in the
woods.
At
the end of the month, as a reward for her quick skills and cooperation, Case
treated Nikki to an "off-campus" night at the local town. It was a small Midwest town, that barely
even registered on State maps, with two taverns and two cross streets.
Nikki
was dressed in jeans, tennis shoes, a t-shirt and a flannel shirt. To complete her rustic-type appearance the
musician had a baseball cap covering her spiky hair. Case, dressed in a similar fashion, reflected that they didn't look out of place in the small
bar.
Case
caught the young woman watching her closely over her beer and returned the
serious gaze. "What?" she
demanded with a slight smile.
"I
was just thinking that you'd look right at home in anything from ripped jeans
to a ball gown," Nikki grinned.
"I
think so too," Case agreed, a mischievous glint in her eyes. "That's the advantage of having lived
awhile. You can learn to get
comfortable in almost anything, except maybe whale-bone stays."
Nikki
raised her eyebrows at the hint of the time era. Case was so closed off about herself that any hint of a
personality, history or life clues was eagerly lapped up by the young musician.
"I'm
not sure I can learn that trick," Nikki shrugged. "I hated it when we had to wear our
dress uniforms. Give me jeans or
cammies any day."
"What
was the military like for you?" Case questioned as she took a sip from her
beer. The vampire glanced up when Nikki
didn't answer her immediately and saw that Nikki's eyes were narrowed and her
nostrils were flared.
Case
casually half turned in her booth seat and followed Nikki's gaze, spotting two
farmer types sitting at the bar watching the two women with scowls and their
body language was anything but friendly.
"Damn,
not tonight," Case muttered and saw Nikki's muscles tensing and lips
parting slightly. The vampire quickly
reached out and caught the young woman's wrists firmly, startling the musician.
"No!"
Case snapped. "We don't mess with
the locals! They think my place is a drug rehab and they hate it. They put up
with it because I make large donations to the town and we don't make trouble,"
Case explained.
"Listen,
Little One, I know you can sense their hostility but you can NOT act on it
every time you feel like it. Drink your
beer and concentrate on your breathing," she whispered intensely.
Nikki
scowled and ducked her head to keep from looking at the two men. Case glanced over and made sure the males
had turned back to their beers, having lost interest in the women for the
moment. Case thought they might have
trouble leaving the bar and would have to be careful.
"How
old are you?" Nikki asked, bringing her ice blue eyes up to the red-head
in front of her.
Case
took a long drink of her beer as she considered how to answer this typical
question. Knowledge was always power,
especially among Kin, after all. How many times had she been asked that same
question, in how many taverns? Over
wooden mugs, over pewter steins, over fancy crystal, always the same question,
eventually.
"Older
than I look?" she said with a grin.
Case was pleased with the exasperated look on Nikki's face.
"No
fucking kidding," Nikki smirked, throwing her napkin at Case.
"Much,
much older than I look," Case responded.
"I stopped aging at 24 summers."
"Is
that why you don't fear the sunlight like other vampires?" Nikki asked,
leaning forward with curiosity.
Case
was pleased to note that the young werewolf's eyes constantly darted around the
bar, even though she was paying attention to Case, she was always alert.
"No,"
Case answered. "I'm different than
most vampires. It's true that the older a vampire gets the less we fear the
traditional things: sunlight, crosses, that sort of thing. I never feared the sunlight or any of the
other things."
Nikki
frowned, "Why?"
"From
the beginning, I was a vampire but I never let myself give over to the
darkness. I refuse and refused to feed
on human fear," Case explained.
"You see, it's not just the blood that feed Kin, it's the intense
human emotions we cause in them. Fear
is one of the strongest and sweetest energies you can feed on. Demons can't live without life essence and
really crave fear. Some of them feed
better on sexual energy, though."
"You
were born a vampire?" Nikki asked. "How? You didn't die?"
"No,
my mother is unique and her blood came alive in my mid-teens," Case
answered. "I wasn't bitten by
another vampire or vampire-like creature."
Nikki
reached and took Case's hand in hers, the musician's thumb rubbing lightly
across the heel of the pale hand in hers.
"What do you feed on?"
Nikki's
senses didn't miss the shiver that her caress caused in Case and the vampire
pulled back quickly. A quick glance
around reassured her that no one had noticed.
Case
attempted to look sternly at her student and was met with a mischievous grin
and glint in Nikki's eyes.
"Animal
blood, mostly," Case answered softly.
"Have you thought about what your werewolf side craves?"
The
surprised look on Nikki's face told Case that the young guitar player hadn't
thought about it.
"Listen,
Little One, you've tasted human blood, flesh and especially the human fear of a
victim," Case said softly. "I
don't think that Lee Landers was a happy camper when you ripped him to bits, do
you?"
Case
saw the woman flinch visibly and pull back into herself. The red-head hated this but knew Nikki had
to face it.
"Werewolves
and werserkers 'love' fear. It's even
sweeter for them than for any other creature," Case explained. "They also thrive on the violence. You know that, Nikki. You've always feared the violent flashes and
images that skirt around in your mind.
What were they? Visions of ripping someone in half? And then you did."
Nikki
looked like she was about to crawl under the table. Her talented hands were shaking so badly that she didn't dare
touch her beer. Nikki pulled them under
the table and almost huddled in the corner of the booth.
Case
felt her heart going out to the young werewolf but didn't let it show and
steeled herself to continue.
"You
must learn control or you'll kill again and you'll delight in it. You will like ripping someone apart and
you'll howl in pleasure as you dip your claws into someone's chest. Just the feeling of tearing their organs out
and sinking your fangs into their throat will be like honey to you. Just imagine tasting the blood and flesh in
your strong jaws…"
Nikki
bolted out of the booth and hit the hallway heading to the bathroom almost
before Case finished blinking. The
vampire closed her eyes and blinked back tears of shame and pain. Gods,
how I hate doing that, damnit! Thank
the gods the young woman was probably throwing up dinner and several beers and
not drooling over the prospect of killing someone. Case thought that there was a sign of a strong human soul in
the young woman.
Battle lust killing,
Case could understand that, she had seen it many times before in many
people. It was the delight in killing
humans that crossed the moral line in Case's world and turned her cold.
Case
waited a moment longer and then headed for the bathroom.
*
* *
Nikki
was just rinsing her mouth out and turned away when Case entered the
bathroom. The vampire locked the door
and leaned against it. There wasn't
much room in the small rat-trap of a bar and this room was exceptionally
small. Case reached out and turned the
smaller woman around as tears streamed down Nikki's face, making the musician look
very, very young and vulnerable. Case
smiled a sad smile and pulled Nikki into her arms. The young werewolf's emotional control broke and she began crying
freely and sobs racked her small but powerful frame.
"It's
alright, you're not alone," Case whispered.
"I…didn't
mean…to do that," the small elf's voice was high with emotion and made her
sound as young as she looked at that moment.
"I
know, I know," Case whispered.
"I'm sorry I rammed it at you like that. You aren’t a monster, Nikki, but you are a natural killer. You have to be aware of that almost every
minute of the day. If you take delight
in that power, you'll be lost to the darkness and will become a monster."
The
young woman tightened her hold around Case's waist as more sobs racked Nikki's
body. Case held Nikki tightly until the
moment passed and Nikki's muscles relaxed a bit. The vampire removed the baseball cap and stroked the spiky hair
as Nikki calmed down.
The
blond tips had gone when Nikki's hair had grown out but the young woman
insisted on keeping it short and spiky on top.
Case smiled at the beginning hair tail at the base of Nikki's neck: a sign of a warrior. The vampire moved back slightly.
"You
sound like a writer or teacher," Nikki commented, wiping at her eyes.
"I
have been both in the past," Case smiled as Nikki ran her sleeves over her
face. "Ready?"
"I'm
okay," Nikki's voice was still small, matching her appearance as she put
the cap back on.
Case
opened the door and started down the hall into the main room and snarled when
one of the two farmer-types stepped in front of her. Typical, she growled to
herself. Western shirt, dusty and sweat stained baseball cap, dusty jeans,
boots, belt, etc etc etc. He hadn't
showered before coming to the bar either, her senses told her. His hazel eyes were almost lost in the
bloodshot drunken red.
"Wha's
matter?" he slurred. "Girlfriend can't hold her liquor?"
Case
hard a growl behind her and put one hand behind her back, touching Nikki's
hip. Case's other hand reached out and
grabbed the male's right hand, surprising him.
He blinked in surprise but grinned with pleasure as she interlaced her
fingers with him.
"No,
but she's okay," Case said sweetly.
"Thanks for asking."
Before
the male could respond, he squeaked as he was forced to his knees, his fingers
bent back painfully. He cried out with
a whimper.
Case
let go and, with a quick turn, moved Nikki past herself and the man now holding
his fingers in pain. Case dropped a
large tip for the bartender and waitress as they walked quickly through and out
the bar.